4.24.08

Ok, so a few updates in my life. I am currently wearing a brace, and I am hoping that my hand is not broken. I went to the student health center and they just gave me some Vicoden to make the pain go away at night. If there is still pain on Monday or Tuesday, I need to go back and get an x-ray. It kind of sucks because I was planning on drawing for Kiwi or one of the two birthday girls (Cait and Ashley). Also, I have been debating whether or not to get Ashley a gift, because she and I are not on good terms. Wait, let me rephrase that, she is not on good terms with me, and I could care less, sort of relationship, unfortunately. We were so tight, then she started to drink, and go out with that group (we were two of the four people in the group that don't enjoy drinking to have fun, but now it is me and one other friend. I guess Chico does have an effect on some people). Anyways, I have a candle, but I don't know if I want to give it to her, or just keep it for myself....
Other than that, I have been having trouble with Alex again. I think we have just grown apart, sad, but true. He does not hang out with me, except on the nights that he knows I have something, which is Monday, with bible study, and Thursday with IV. The last time I saw him was Monday, and I was with Cory at the same time, as well as this other guy from IV and his name has gone away from me. Before that, we went to the movies with Lian and Sean, and the last time it was just the two of us must have been a few weeks ago. I don't even remember the last time I slept over. I understand that he is busy with school, but so am I, and I have free time. I don't know what to do, and it is bugging me. Even last night, I asked if he wanted to hang out, and he said he would rather have a guy night. I thought, "what have you been doing all these other nights if your not having a guys night?" I don't want to know what a guys night is, but I know it can't be good. GRRRRRRRR!!!!! Men! I give up!