6.28.08

So, I haven't been so good to keep this up. Some important things that have happened since the last post:
-Got a job at Longs Drug Store, just down the street.
-Alex and I are broken up (as far as I am aware of). He seems to have stopped talking to me, despite my tries.
-Something happened with one of my friends, Dante (Alex is his real name ironically), and then the next day he went in for a surgery on his knee, and now he is avoiding me, and I don't understand why. Maybe he thought it was a mistake...
-For some reason, Mardig, best friend, is ignoring me. I don't understand that one either. I guess I have been annoying because whenever I call him, he seems to be busy with Neysa, his girlfriend. I can understand spending as much time with her as possible before she leaves for college, I just didn't know that meant ignoring all of his other friends....
-I moved into my apartment up in Chico, most of the way. It is going to take multiple trips.
So basically my life right now is working, and moving all my stuff up to Chico. In a little bit it will be about the pick up marching band for the 4th of July Parade. I am the leader of the percussion section this year. It is so scary..... I hope I do well. I hate the feeling of knowing your not really alone, ever, and I have great friends and yet I feel completely alone at the same time. I think that is what my short story, hopefully novel will be about. Taking my life as of a few weeks ago, and somehow make a long story of it. Fictionalize a few things, including names, maybe. I haven't decided on that yet.

6.6.08

I am so excited. Kiwi flight lands at 11:40pm today! I can't wait, liteally, I have to keep myself busy or else I will probably start counting down the mins. till she gets here.
Also, I am lucky enough to be taking a drug test today. Don't worry, its for working at Longs. Yes, thats right, I finally might have a job, which is such a relief, because I like money, a lot. Hence the job, plus it will keep me busy this summer, which is something I really need because the past few weeks have been, well, hard. I have been bored constantly. I think it would have gotten better once MHS and all the other colleges got out, but who knows for sure. So, thats exciting. Other than that, I have been cleaning my room. Lets just say I still have a lot of work to do, so I'll get back to it. I'll try to update how things go for the next week.
Plans with Kiwi:
Saturday: Sleep and go to Janelle's party. We sleep over at my house
Sunday: Go jetskiing with Kiwi and Janelle.
Monday: Janelle's planning something
Tuesday: Yosemite
Wednesday: San Francisco- grab lunch with my dad, China Town, Nordstoms' tower thing.
Thursday: Meet with one of her mom's friends for lunch in Walnut Creek.
Friday: MHS Graduation
Saturday: Party at my house, b-day party for Brooke
Sunday: She fly's out at 11am. :(