6.28.08

So, I haven't been so good to keep this up. Some important things that have happened since the last post:
-Got a job at Longs Drug Store, just down the street.
-Alex and I are broken up (as far as I am aware of). He seems to have stopped talking to me, despite my tries.
-Something happened with one of my friends, Dante (Alex is his real name ironically), and then the next day he went in for a surgery on his knee, and now he is avoiding me, and I don't understand why. Maybe he thought it was a mistake...
-For some reason, Mardig, best friend, is ignoring me. I don't understand that one either. I guess I have been annoying because whenever I call him, he seems to be busy with Neysa, his girlfriend. I can understand spending as much time with her as possible before she leaves for college, I just didn't know that meant ignoring all of his other friends....
-I moved into my apartment up in Chico, most of the way. It is going to take multiple trips.
So basically my life right now is working, and moving all my stuff up to Chico. In a little bit it will be about the pick up marching band for the 4th of July Parade. I am the leader of the percussion section this year. It is so scary..... I hope I do well. I hate the feeling of knowing your not really alone, ever, and I have great friends and yet I feel completely alone at the same time. I think that is what my short story, hopefully novel will be about. Taking my life as of a few weeks ago, and somehow make a long story of it. Fictionalize a few things, including names, maybe. I haven't decided on that yet.