Family

Ok, so I love my family, don't get me wrong, they are great to me. But today was horrrible, everyone was on edge because we were packing up as much as we could so that it would make the morning eaiser for us to leave. It was just screaming, and I slipped back into my synical nature, being sarchastic all the time, every statement, with my mother and sister. I can understand my mom being concerned, but my sister.... lets just say thank goodness I am not staying in the tent trailer. I have a brain, sis. I wasn't planning on putting in my stuff in a bad way, hello! Even if I did it perfect dad would still move it around, because that is the way that he is...
I am just glad that we are leaving tomorrow and I can slip into my room, sis will be going back up to school (I think) and I will have the house to myself. Also, Alex came up with me this time, and my family likes him, and he did really well, dealing with the crazyness, he kept me in check. I was really sad when he left yesterday. He was my buffer. Now I am trying to escape, and I escape to being alone because space is what I need right now.
Other than that, I have been getting rather interesting text messages from one of my ex boyfriends, and I don't know if I want to do what we planned since last time we talked. I don't think I can. I think that is because I don't want to hurt Alex because I think I really do love him, which sucks because he doesn't love me, because I said it to him and he didn't say it back. I don't know what it is going to be like this summer because I still do not have a job or an internship. Anyways, I'll try to post again tomorrow and tell yall how the move out went.